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Writer's pictureAshleigh Atwood

When The Light Leaves Their Eyes

As a mom of 3 young kids who is hypersensitive and hyper focused on doing everything right, I notice shifts in my children pretty well.


Today, while shopping with my middle child for interview attire, I had a pair of the most fun and funky pattern slacks.

Kennedy was OBSESSED!

She even picked them out over a blush pink pair of slacks I had grabbed (pink is her favorite color).

 

Naturally, I call my mom to check in with her on the outfit Kennedy was obsessed over.

My mom axed it (not knowing Kennedy was all in on those pants).

 

I saw that little spark of joy flutter away as I switched back into the blush pant suit to call my mom back again and see what she thinks.

My heart sank.


I told her “Mimi thinks that the blush one is more interview appropriate, but I’ll come back and get these pants after I get the job, don’t worry!”


That wasn’t enough, unfortunately.

 

I snag a pair of flats at the checkout because I’ve lived in flip flops for 4.5 years working remote (no shoes in the house rule though).

I put the blush pants, blouse, and matching blush blazer on the checkout, Kennedy still pretty down and out.

The cashier is ringing the items up, I pay.

I look at my daughter then I look at her funky pants she loves.

I thought to myself “honestly, these were the only pants left of this print. You pulled it off the mannequin, Ashleigh. Just buy the damn pants!”

So I did.

I bought the funky cool pants and I am unashamed.

I would have bought the entire outfit if they had a blazer to match.

I did like them, after all, I just wasn’t looking to spend an additional $89 on top of the $248 I spent on ONE outfit.

They were the only pair left and I did redress the mannequin I stripped down to get them for all of you concerned about the nude mannequin!

That was the best $89 I have spent in a long time!

Kennedy was so happy.

She felt validated and heard.

As she should!!!

So now I’m on the hunt for a red blazer.

Not maroon.

Not burgundy.

Fire truck red.

So if you have a link, drop it below because the reviews online are NOT it.

 

They say “money can’t buy you happiness” and they aren’t wrong (I think).

All I know is I’ve never been unhappy with $100 in my hand.

I can’t wait to wear the pants, but I do think for an interview they are a little loud.

Memorable, but loud.


Thanks, Kennedy, for being a hype woman to your mama and pushing me to step out of my comfort zone.


I love you (and your siblings) loud!

Almost as loud as my new slacks 😂


I encourage you to fan your children’s spark.

I refuse to be the reason my kids use drugs, so I’ll spend more money than I should to make that happen sometimes.

I have zero regrets, you likely will too!


❤️The Aut Mama❤️


If you could say a prayer or send a positive thought my way, I’d appreciate it!

I have an interview tomorrow and it’s a big one.

Thank you!!!

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Torrid usually has nice Blazers

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That’s where I got my interview suit and my funky pants hahaha. I just wish they had more red! They had only one red spaghetti strap blouse and it was a little too hoochie for an office, in my opinion lol

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